haiz... so boring these few days. don't feel like studying and at the same time missing holidays. its exam period! how to not study! argh! oh well. just left with 1 more paper on thursday. today was chemistry. died halfway during the paper. took ard 1 hr 15 mins to finish the whole thing. (of course with lots and lots of blanks) oh man! gonna fail chem. din expect the paper to be tt difficult. oh well. blame myself for not studying hard enough.

amazingly! i went through the chem paper without much distractions! i cld just focus on my paper! (other den the stupid drilling of holes from the construction site in my sch) pissed me off at the beginning of the paper. but it gradually died down soon after. i mean like would you even know the shape of the molecule O3? i was like... wad is this man? oh well. i put bent but found out it was wrong. jonas told me it was suppose to be trigonal pyramidal. haiz. fail already.

feeling a lil insecure now. dunno why. maybe its just the exam sickness. but i wanna talk to someone! getting bored! someone whom i can trust! feeling a great GREAT sense of regret at this moment. wad to do. again i have myself to blame. haiz. ok this may be something to help me grow but i really can't stand having this stupid feeling in me right now. ya its really STUPID coz i myself am unsure why i feel tt way. argh! nvm.

lord please answer my prayers...