screw chem

Tomorrow is the day when I'll know if all my hard work will be paid off. For certain topics that is. I've really screwed myself big time ahead of this exam and now I find myself full of regret, regreting how I spent the holidays. Although I seem to be going back school every now and then to study, truth is I only managed to study for a maximum of 3 hours and I just blank out. Each time the same thing happens. Ah well. Thank God there's no paper longer than 3 hours. Hmmm. Well, it's time to move on and start the new school term. It's just 2 more terms for goodness sake and I'm free!! 2 TERMS. 1st 2 terms passed so quickly, the last 2 will pass very quickly too.

As I look back at the june holidays, I felt that I have not been very close to God. It's not like I've been closer to him during school days, but it's the holidays and I do not have any excuse to neglect him totally. Well, trying to change for the better from now on.

Something to take note. From the sermon this morning in church: "Life is like a coin. You can use it anyhow you want, but you can only use it ONCE".

As The Deer

As the deer panteth for the water
So my soul longeth after You
You alone are my heart's desire
And I long to worship You

You alone are my strength, my shield
To You alone may my spirit yield
You alone are my heart's desire
And I long to worship You

You're my friend and You are my brother
Even though You are a king
I love You more than any other
So much more than anything

I want You more than gold or silver
Only You can satisfy
You alone are the real joy giver
And the apple of my eye

Parents are gone, alone in singapore. Thank goodness its just 1 day. They're back tomorrow! Whee, new shirts, new shorts, new everything that they are buying for me. =) Ah well. Went suntec for dinner! =) Treated Cindy and Lindsay to pizza at pastamania. Oh my gosh you all better thank me okay!! It's been a long time since I ate pastamania food. Hmmm.


This poor soul. Michael Owen. Came back from metatarsal injury not long ago, declared fit for world cup and now the knee injury. If you have seen the match you would have seen the dislocation at his right knee. Oh my gosh so disgusting. Ah well. 5 months out, England's hope of winning has been dealt a blow. Hmmm. Worst still, it was a 1st minute injury. Rather funny though.

Should I give up? It seems useless though. Hmmm.

The tired me. zzzzzz

Going to macs later to study and watch world cup. =))))

I'm so screwed. Chem not studied. Physics not studied. I'm dead. There goes my expected results.

They are gone tomorrow. I am alone tomorrow. Hmmm.

Happy Father's Day dad! =)

A super slack day for me today. Went to church, went home, play game, went orchard, had dinner and came home. So slack and I like. =) haha! Well, what can you expect me to do on father's day. hmmm. Went town with the intention of buying a bag. Well, I didn't manage to get one, but I got another burms! =) My mum was willing to buy for me since there was 30% off. Wuahaha! Nice nice. BUT.............. I saw a nice nike bag....... my mum didn't want to buy. =( Ah well, she promised me to buy a bag anw. Ha! Good.. =)

Went sakae for dinner. =)
Wuahaha. That's what I ate. Top of pic was the father's day special. Cool right? Spend $30 and above, you get that set free for fathers. Haha! Actually to be honest, I'm quite sick of sakae already. Have been eating their food quite recently. Ah well.

My family is going to KL on wed...... I'm stuck in Singapore. Study. Hmmm. Ah well. It may be a good thing too! =) Whole house to myself heeee! And can get them buy stuff for me also! Wuahaha. Oh well... another 8 more days. Crap.

Testify to love

All the colours of the rainbow
All the voices of the wind
Every dream that reaches out
It reaches out to find where love begins
Every word of every story
Every star in every sky
Every corner of creation lives to testify

For as long as I shall live
I will testify to love
I'll be a witness in the silences
When words are not enough
With every breath I take
I will give thanks to God above
For as long as I shall live
I will testify to love

From the mountains to the valleys
From the rivers to the sea
Every hand that reaches out
Every hand that reaches out to offer peace
Every simple act of mercy
Every step to kingdom come
All the hope in every heart will speak what love has done

I don't know what's wrong with me but I think I'm getting very blur these days. Went to buy dinner yesterday... "uncle, gei wo mee fen mian chan". Then I was like. ?????? What mee fen mian chan? It's chan already what! Haha. So paiseh la. Then keep calling my friends the wrong name and all. Wah. Don't know what's wrong man. Hmmm. Must be the world cup fever. Ha!

I've felt that sense of disappointment in myself recently. In life and in studies. Shan't elaborate here.

It's just another 9 days to go...

Ronaldinho: Touch of Gold

totally amazing... look at the shots man.. to the post! ahaha! bloody consistent somemore la! shocked.

Re: Best soccer goals FIFA

funny one eh? haha...

My Greatest Love is You

Every new day, Your glory unfolds
Filling my eyes with Your treasures untold
The beauty of holiness brings worship anew
My greatest love is You

Call me deeper, into Your grace
The river that flows from the holy place
Wash over me, cleansing me through
My greatest love is You

Congratulations to Miss Charles for getting married to Mr Sharan. =) We are so happy for you. Lovely couple. He looks like a hunk! =p haha oops. We wish you all the best for the time ahead. S46! GP must do well okay!!! =)

Church had a surprise for us on sunday. Guess who came to lead us in worship?? None other than Steve McPherson, one of hillsongs vocalist!!! Woo. Led a wonderful worship. How I wish every week would be like this.

World Cup has surely been rather entertaining so far. So many goals, but very little nice ones. Hmmm. Waiting for Spain to play. Ooo Alonso. Wuahah. He's gonna kill off Ukraine. Haha. Ah well. I saw some cool stuff yesterday when I went town. Want to buy them argh!! Forget it I don't have the money. Hmmm. I'm really high now. =P

Wahhh just came back. Ooo. So fun! Other than the injuries. =) It was great overall. I really didn't expect that place to be that bad, but we really adjusted well to the surroundings. I guess I could say that for every councillor, even though we got the room =p. haha. Well still feeling that little sense of guilt for sleeping on the bed when it was meant for mrs naidu. Oops. I'm sorry! We told you that we were not going to sleep but guess what. Hmmm. Ah well. Everything went rather smoothly on the 1st day. The trip there, the activities there, the night stuff. All were great! I'm sorry councillors if I had offended anyone by any chance! Unintentional. Well, thought of what mrs naidu told us. I'm sorry guys for not even contributing alot and just complaining most of the time. I know I'm one of the slackest exco member and I have no excuse to do that. SORRY!

2nd day was a little bad. We climbed Mount Panti. I was like "climb mountain? okay lor anything anything." Well I didn't expect anything bad to occur. I was thankful I brought my jacket! =) I would have frozen to death up at the summit! Hmmm. Bad things come with worse things. Bad thing? Halfway while we were climbing, it started to pour. I was like " great......." and we weaved through the muddy crap. Well, we reached the summit in no time - 2 1/2 hours to be exact. Had field cooking for our lunch. Me, Ian, Naphtali and Jared ended up cooking everything for everyone. It was cool though. Naphtali don't know how to cook! Oh my gosh! Hmmm. haha. It's alright! You did a great job up there =) After a while we went down and oh my gosh it sure was tough. It stopped raining already. Many people slipped and fell into the mud. Ha. It happened to me once though. Crap. Not a good feeling. Now comes the worse part. Rain in forests is always supported by creatures all around known to us as leeches. Everyone was complaining about them being on their legs and I thought I was the lucky one not to get any. In the end...... you know the story. Got 1 on each leg. Sad.

This is a photo of the plaster that I covered the area of the attacks with. For a short while only. Although it didn't hurt, it bled for so bloogy long. Even after I finished bathing it was still bleeding. Crap. Thank goodness for these plasters. Thank God =)
Ah well. Other than the leechers, the rest was rather good la. Find that I've grown slightly closer some of the councillors. Some. Hmmm. Well, now its study time dude~!! World Cup tonight too! Haha!

I'm going malaysia tomorrow! =) wuahaha. Be back in time to catch the opening world cup match =)

England is gonna win the world cup and I know it! Wuahaha. =) Dare to bet against that? =D

X-men 3 wasn't as nice as I expected it to be. Ah well. The story line was very weird. Didn't understand a few bits of the show as well. Hmmm. At least I managed to catch all the movies that I had in mind. =)

So many things happening this week. Argh I'm going crazy man. Had mock exam yesterday- it was alright though haha. Managed to pass =) Went out to catch a movie just now. 2 days gone just like that. Tomorrow going back to school again. Thursday going for camp till friday. Friday night is world cup night. Saturday Miss Charles wedding. Sunday my sec 2 group outing. Wah Lao I can die la!

As the World Cup fiasco starts, I'm very afraid that I may be too drawn into this thing and neglect my studies. Oh man. Unthinkable. How not to catch up with World Cup? It's weird not to right? Ah well. Looking forward to the council camp this thursday anw! Haha. We are gonna love it! =)

3 more days!!!!!!

Hmmm. Sermon today was rather interesting to me. Ha! Secularism. God is unnecessary. Is that really true? We ask ourselves that question, not knowing that at that moment, you being able to breathe is a gift from God. So is He necessary? At times we do not realise that God is heelping us all the way when we think that we are the ones doing it ourselves. We will only recognise the vast contribution from God only on sundays, or maybe never. I am very guilty of that.

Do you tend to look at the worship leader and his/her style before deciding whether or not to worship God? Or does he/she affect you praising God? I'm just wondering, cause I am. Although I know I should not but it's hard when someone does something not normal during normal services, especially when it happens suddenly.

Well, stats mock exam tomorrow. I'm not abit worried about it and I don't know why. Hmmm. Too confident? Or just don't care? It seems that it's really tough to study during the holidays. Or is it just me?

6 more days.

Class bbq yesterday. Well, its was rather good i suppose. 1st time me getting full during a bbq. Most of the time I'll end up eating instant noodles at home. Haha not this time. We ordered too much food la!! And I was worrying about the shortage of food cause we didn't have any rice or noodles. Ha! Blessing in disguise. Well, went to ziqing's house earlier to play his comp's nba and later on played table tennis and tennis with him and his gf. Daniel joined us later on. Ha tennis was so fun. =) Must play more often. Hee. Took a rather long while to start up the whole bbq. The fire was toooo big! Don't know what happened also ha! Well, in the end we decided to put aluminium over the grill which resulted in them being burnt by the fire. Literally burnt. Haha so cool la! After a while thewhole thing was alright la. Thanks to the guys who did practically everything. Girls helped to consume the food. An unexpected situation caused us to have to pack up early though. Oh well, what can we do? Hmmm.

Went town with my mum today and she got me a pair of quiksilver burms! woohoo. It's so nice! =)

I haven't been studying very hard lately. Playing so much. Hmmm. Why issit that the fire to study that is in me during school days always die down during the holidays? Why? Hmmm. It always happen. Now what. Even my mum is angry with me for going out too much. Ah well, can understand how she feels though. Better get down to studying, if not live in regret later on. Still, I have unfinished stuff to do. Hmmm. Stats mock exam on monday. Hope I can pass? Haha. Ah well.

World Cup next week!!! Woooo............