you know what happens when a wire with current touches you? you get a shock. thats what happened to me yesterday. not literally though. it was during council meeting when they told us who the exco members were. i was like sitting down there waiting for the 5 names to be called out. they were supposed to be ian, rafidah, daniel, tristan and eugene. all 5 names were read out though. b4 the whole thing my teacher oso announced the secretary heiman. ian and rafidah are still fighting for the president place, eugene is treasurer, daniel head of welfare and tristan head of publicity. den of all times mrs naidu had to announce the head of logistics when everyone was still cheering and clapping. den suddenly i heard my name called out. den everyone cheered for me. question mark question mark question mark! i din exactly know what happened at tt time. den at tt moment i figured it out. IT WAS SOOOOO UNEXPECTED! oh man. i was deep in shock at tt time! i din even expect myself to be in the exco. i couldn't bring myself to believe tt at tt moment in time but managed to swallow wad had happened after tt. i dunno abt this but i'm starting to think tt God does have a plan for me in this school. is tt a sign? i don't know. and of all the 7 exco members, 5 of us are christians. what does this say man? i think it's by God's grace tt i managed to be an exco member though. have not thanked God for tt yet. will do it tonight. but asking right now what are his plans for me. i juz feel that it is important to know his plans for you before carrying out stuffs so that what u do can glorify Him.

mum bought a new cd yesterday. "God He Reigns" looks cool on the outside and managed to listen to one disc but not to the fullest of my attention due to my busy schedules and the piling of homeworks. juz need strength to carry on with life.

sonicfest approaching! will be going on the friday one. looking forward to it! ooooooo...

oh man investiture is approaching oso! another like 3 weeks to go. i'm feeling very scared abt it right now, afraid tt it might not go on smoothly. 1st rehersal will be on this thursday. hope i do know what to do when we start the rehersal. all the small little stuffs are making me go mad. to add on to investiture will be my school work. i think its more of a testing of my patience by God lar. oh well. i will hope that i can trust in Him fully to help me and see me through.

Father Lord continue to strengthen me and guide me in life tt i may be pleasing unto you. prepare me to face problems and setbacks that can help mould me and change me to the person you want me to be. In Jesus name I pray Amen!