lalalalala hey! just came back from camp yest. so tired. became chao da already man. under the sun for almost everyday. hmmm. i really did not expect this camp to turn out like this. thought there will be another guest speaker and more workshops. it turned out to be a camp in which there were many games and stuff which zapped all your energy.many games that could make you go mad. oh well. guess i somehow miss the camp. all the people there, rather fun to mix with. new friends made, new games played, new experience, new everything. somehow felt weird talking to other people outside camp when i left for home yesterday. felt that almost everyone in the camp were rather bonded together. how i wish it was one more day longer. hmmm. praying hard my focus on God will not become blurer as the days go by after the camp. oh well. now its back to business, orientation 2006.

really must thank annabel for writing the letter for me and tristan to excuse us from school to go for the camp. without her, we would not be able to make it for the camp. still, all the glory should go to God, who made a way for us. praise God. thoughout the camp, i came across quite a number of songs that had lyrics that touched my heart some way or another. oh well. what's more to say.

this song came back to my memory this morning during worship time in church. we have not sung it for a very long time already and oh my gosh it came out to be a very powerful song to me. i just felt my heart feeling lighter at that point in time and what a song. it is so powerful and so real to me. and that song is how could i live without you. sermon turned out to be on worshipping the king. how relevant to my church. oh well. thanks pastor B. =)


how could i live without you,
how could i survive, without your love, without your touch.
you're the one that heals me, that cleanses my heart,
that sets me free.

now i come right before you with my hands lifted up,
and i come humbly bowed at your work at the cross.
as you hung there and died, you were paying the price for my life, for my life

for your love is higher than the heavens, deeper than the sea,
and all i want is you in my life.
no one else can satisfy my soul, make me feel this way,
only you Lord, only you.