now is tough time for me. planning for orientation is on my mind. to add to that, there's oral presentation next week. finally, thinking of some way to go for one camp and not go to school for lessons. all these are just killing me now. oh well. wad can i do? except to pray.

1 more week before pw is officially over. wuahaha! looking forward to tt week! oh man. finally! all the torture and stuff. going to be over! oh well. have been busy these few days. orientation is the thing that i'm more concern for. and also my pcm have a mission trip to myanmar on 23rd dec. i just cant find time to go for that and even if i cld, i dun think i have the right heart to go either. its really bugging me now coz my parents are kind of "forcing" me to go for this. i dun understand why. shdn't a mission trip be something volunteering? its up to each person's decision wad right? i really dunno what i shd do or how i shd approach them regarding this issue. i know that we all are suppose to follow what Jesus has commanded us to do, but i feel that i have not done anything locally and i have to go abroad to do tt? i fel its not right though. although this is not the main issue i'm concerned. i'm really stuck with this now. i really do not feel like going for one for now. haiz. what would be a forced mission trip look like? ttz the question.