You know, there was once a boy who wanted to love others the way God loves him, but also to be loved by others the way God loved them. Somehow, he looks like this really selfish guy who doesn't care much less about how people perceive certain stuff but just care about what he wants. When he doesn't get what he wants, he starts to think to himself what's wrong with me? Am I that unlovable? But little did he realise that everything starts from oneself. He's willing to break friendship and to cause hurt to people for the gain of self satisfaction. But many a times he'd rather bottle more personal stuff in himself, than share with people until someone mentioned we are to go through every struggle together, so we cannot let bottled up feelings get in the way. He somehow understood the whole situation because his brother has drifted slightly away from the group due to those reasons mentioned above. At that moment he started to pause and think about the times when he spent with his brother. He couldn't think of times when they actually talked to each other personally. He found it hard to accept that fact, but found it harder to change that. He feels really useless now.

This boy goes through each day feeling hurt. Why? Because he only wanted what he himself desired. If only he could come to his senses and open his eyes to see this beautiful world that God has created for him to live in, a world where there are friends who are willing to love them no matter what they are or what their weaknesses are, a world where families are there for you no matter what, a world where God himself sent his Son to die for him, a world where God created everything for him to enjoy, a world where God can show his glory to him. But sadly he found it difficult. All because of love.

A reminder to this guy. 1 Corinthians 13:4-8 Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails.

Wake up your idea you boy!!!