For the 1st time in my life, I felt like I have nothing left with me. I feel like there's nothing to make what I'm going through any better cause it just sucks. Just when I thought I could live normally and just do things the normal way, another blow just comes along, as if I don't need to have any emotional rest. I just don't understand. Again I've never felt so useless about myself before. There's practically nothing I can do about it. I can just look back and regret. Its all too late. And to think that I thought everything was going to be okay. I really can't imagine what will happen.
Everything is just falling apart.