He got a letter from NUS again. And everything happened the way it did the past few times. He just don't understand why. Was his result so bad that it didn't warrent him a place there? In comparison to his friend, who got almost the same grades as he did, there's no reason why they didn't accept him, even after the appeal. Maybe he's not meant to be there. Maybe God has planned for him to go NTU, or maybe even overseas. Overseas would be hard for him, cause of his brother and his studies. But there's nothing much he can do now, other than pray. Its difficult for him right now. Knowing that they rejected him 4 times is just crazy. 4 TIMES! He needs to trust God.

Work wasn't that good either. It just kills him to know that there's so much things to do in office, and no matter how crazy he is to try to finish it, it will never end. He's so tired now, he wants a long long long break from work. It's bad enough that his officer is strict and regimental. He needs to rely on God's strength.




He went for ONE camp with a certain mindset on certain stuff. He came back from there with a different mindset. He learnt to let God do his will with regards to this issue. He doesn't want anything to do with it. He just wants to believe that God has planned out his life properly, and that everything will benefit him if he hold onto His promises. He felt so different after the camp, as if something shook him. Right now, he doesn't intend to get involve in those stuff, and live life God's way. He is learning to obey Him.